Now I Wait…

Now I Wait…

Alrighty then. So here I am waiting in a quiet space on the second floor of a hospital outside of the surgical unit. As I listen to the Patriot's Day film soundtrack, I am reminded of nearly everything we have been through with Lucas up to this point. All of the trauma, the surgeries, the [...]

Isolated.

Isolated.

I've been meaning to sit down and plug in for a while now. Sometimes I have so many words but I'm just not ready to let them flow. Today I felt defeated after talking to Lucas' doctor, so it seemed like a good day to document my feelings. This is what blogging looks like for [...]

Day +365

Day +365

October 25, 2017 was the day my son got his life saving bone marrow transplant. Today is his 1 year "Re-Birthday" anniversary. I should be thrilled. We should all be so very happy that he is here, and he is alive. Believe me when I tell you that I'd be heartbroken if he weren't here [...]

Mental Health

Mental Health

I'm not sure why I haven't written in a while. Maybe it's because I often feel like I have nothing to say. When in reality, I can never shut up. Sometimes I feel like if I'm about to whine, then I shouldn't blog. However that wouldn't be The Wicked Ugly truth now would it? I'm [...]