Isolated.

Isolated.

I've been meaning to sit down and plug in for a while now. Sometimes I have so many words but I'm just not ready to let them flow. Today I felt defeated after talking to Lucas' doctor, so it seemed like a good day to document my feelings. This is what blogging looks like for [...]

I Know Too Much

I Know Too Much

Like seriously. Where is my honorary Hematology Nurse degree? Not that I even want it, but I feel like I deserve one for all of the knowledge this brain has soaked up since June 2015. That's almost four years. Not to mention the auto-immune knowledge I had already processed back in 2014 when Lucas had [...]

Day +365

Day +365

October 25, 2017 was the day my son got his life saving bone marrow transplant. Today is his 1 year "Re-Birthday" anniversary. I should be thrilled. We should all be so very happy that he is here, and he is alive. Believe me when I tell you that I'd be heartbroken if he weren't here [...]