Now I Wait…

Now I Wait…

Alrighty then. So here I am waiting in a quiet space on the second floor of a hospital outside of the surgical unit. As I listen to the Patriot's Day film soundtrack, I am reminded of nearly everything we have been through with Lucas up to this point. All of the trauma, the surgeries, the [...]

Isolated.

Isolated.

I've been meaning to sit down and plug in for a while now. Sometimes I have so many words but I'm just not ready to let them flow. Today I felt defeated after talking to Lucas' doctor, so it seemed like a good day to document my feelings. This is what blogging looks like for [...]

Mental Health

Mental Health

I'm not sure why I haven't written in a while. Maybe it's because I often feel like I have nothing to say. When in reality, I can never shut up. Sometimes I feel like if I'm about to whine, then I shouldn't blog. However that wouldn't be The Wicked Ugly truth now would it? I'm [...]

I’m All Thumbs

I’m All Thumbs

I'm not quite sure how or why this happened to me yesterday, but I believe my left thumb is severely infected. Of course this means that I have suffered from irrational thoughts. What if my thumb explodes? What if it just keeps growing, and a golf ball sized mass appears on my thumb, and it [...]

TRUTH

TRUTH

Sometimes it hurts, but it's always better to know the truth. Yesterday was an eye opening journey for me. I chose to be honest, and express my feelings to a few people. I'm glad I was able to get out the things that I had been holding in for many weeks. It was hard to [...]