Isolated.

Isolated.

I've been meaning to sit down and plug in for a while now. Sometimes I have so many words but I'm just not ready to let them flow. Today I felt defeated after talking to Lucas' doctor, so it seemed like a good day to document my feelings. This is what blogging looks like for [...]

Day +365

Day +365

October 25, 2017 was the day my son got his life saving bone marrow transplant. Today is his 1 year "Re-Birthday" anniversary. I should be thrilled. We should all be so very happy that he is here, and he is alive. Believe me when I tell you that I'd be heartbroken if he weren't here [...]

The Beach

The Beach

There's just something about the water that soothes my soul. This week was pretty stressful, not gonna lie. I got a lot done, but yet at the same time I feel like I could have been way more productive. This morning was the first morning where I had planned to wake up early, and hit [...]

I’m An Autism Mom?

I’m An Autism Mom?

It's 8:33pm, and our oldest daughters are patiently waiting for a ride downtown for a sense of normalcy. They would like to go see some celebratory fourth of July fireworks. Fine, right? In any other family, on any given Sunday, sure. Not here. This is the crazy house. My hands are shaking, and my fingertips [...]

I Cracked…

I Cracked…

I mean, there's really no other way to explain it. I've thought my limits were reached once or twice before, but this time was it. Reaching my breaking point was something that was going to happen inevitably. There's only so much stress that a person can take before they have a heart attack, a mental [...]