Now I Wait…

Now I Wait…

Alrighty then. So here I am waiting in a quiet space on the second floor of a hospital outside of the surgical unit. As I listen to the Patriot's Day film soundtrack, I am reminded of nearly everything we have been through with Lucas up to this point. All of the trauma, the surgeries, the [...]

Mom Needs To SING!

Mom Needs To SING!

Sometimes... I forget who I used to be. The woman who used to sing almost all day, all the time. I have started writing my own songs again, which feels amazing. This little cover video is for a very special friend of mine. Happy St. Patrick's Birthday Don Pearson. I Love You. Casey Jones! https://youtu.be/i9spcFGQiv4

Isolated.

Isolated.

I've been meaning to sit down and plug in for a while now. Sometimes I have so many words but I'm just not ready to let them flow. Today I felt defeated after talking to Lucas' doctor, so it seemed like a good day to document my feelings. This is what blogging looks like for [...]

I Know Too Much

I Know Too Much

Like seriously. Where is my honorary Hematology Nurse degree? Not that I even want it, but I feel like I deserve one for all of the knowledge this brain has soaked up since June 2015. That's almost four years. Not to mention the auto-immune knowledge I had already processed back in 2014 when Lucas had [...]

Letting Go

Letting Go

Letting go of someone you love is one of the hardest things to do. The decision to stop trying to make things work within a relationship, is a hard one. It's been two and a half years just about since my husband and I first met. Things were easy at first, and then life happened. [...]