LINZY – I’m sorry but how can families have so much fun all of the time? I mean maybe this post comes from a bit of jealousy as I sit here in my bed listening to the sounds of my screaming children downstairs. We tried the YouTube thing. It’s moving along slowly, and I will continue to try. However, I can’t post a bunch of silly happy videos of our big blended family all doing fun things all the time. It’s just not our reality.
We are all constantly on DAMAGE CONTROL. Preventing issues from happening left and right. Sometimes I sit here and I wonder if I need to move my son out of my home because I don’t know what else to do. Maybe it’s the medicine. Maybe he’s autistic. Maybe he’s just defiant. Maybe he will grow out of it. MAYBE HE HAS PROBLEMS. Maybe WE NEED HELP. Maybe we keep trying to reach out for help. Maybe the help is on it’s way.
Maybe someday we can post fun videos. For now, you’re all just gonna get the honest stuff. YouTube. That’s right, I forgot that I needed to start a YouTube channel for this blog. Blogging is fun, but VLOGGING is also fun. It’s therapeutic. I need to vent, and not always from my fingertips but from my mouth. I love to talk. I love to be on camera. I don’t even care what I look like half the time. With that said, I look like shit right now. Absolute shit. Maybe I should make a video. People like drama, and I happen to have quite a bit of it in my life.
The purpose of this blog was to mention that our Blended Family Adventure channel now has 100 subscribers. That means we are on our way to making money on our family channel. It has some fun videos, and it also has a lot of the medical updates. That’s where those will stay. Electric Linzyland, my other channel is for music and complete and utter nonsense. The Wicked Ugly will straight up be my RANTING channel. I like to keep my personalities separate on social media because that makes me feel more honest or something.
There’s Linzy the Super Mom and major advocate for her son. Then there’s whacky fun musical Linzy, the entertainer. There is also this super sarcastic woman inside of me with the mouth of a truck driver, and absolutely no filter. That side of me is dying to come out. I’m starving for truth, and a place to unleash it. Ranting, bitching, venting, complaining, whining… Nobody wants to hear that all the time. They say there is a time and a place for that. So I made a place, ON THE WICKED UGLY.
SO I guess be prepared for the channel.
My dad thinks I could be a talk show host. I love that idea. I REALLY FUCKING LOVE THAT IDEA. Maybe it will happen one day. Maybe it won’t. Maybe I can just do it myself. Sorry I was wishful thinking just then as I stuffed 5 double stuff golden oreo’s down my trap. I now have a stomach ache. I have to pee, and my baby is still crying. I guess it’s time for me to put this laptop down, again. Sigh.
By the way, I’ve added the other mom’s to this blog so have fun hearing their rants too. We all need to get our shit out sometimes. It feels good, and it’s necessary.
STOP HOLDING IT IN.